I wanna have FUN..!!!

It's been ages since i last posted something.. now since its holidays, i wanna have fun and not think out exams.. trials is in less than two weeks and i'm not sudying at all.. i hate studying but at the same time i still wanna get good results.. well, who wouldn't want that, huh..! i can't wait for the BIG HUGE annoying exam to be over, of course and can't wait to take my undang test so that right after my birthday, i can start taking lessons.. CAN"T WAIT!!! i already have plans on what to do after my exam.. buying ALL movies that i wanna watch, I obviously won't go out o the day my SPM finishes cause all spm-ers will indeed go out and have fun, jamming the bus, lrt's and cabs.. so whats the use of having fun when your squashed like sardine..??!! BBQ party with all my lovely friends..!! asking dad to put a internet connection into my computer which is IN my room.. wait for 3 freaking months for NS to be over if i even get a letter from them and yes, i did get chosen but I really don't wanna go.. I HATE NS..!!!! anyways, seriously hate my life right now as its full of ... erm.. crap..??!! and there's this girl where i really wanna forgive her but she is not, so i really can't do anything if she don't forgive me.. i already ask wat is her fcking problem and she didn't reply me, so.... SCREW YOU..!!!!!
whatever... sucker...!!!!

'An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind' -anonymous-

Bizzy... Super duper BIZZY..!!

Hmmm.. lets see.. It's the second week of school, my homework is hanging, prefect stuff is killing me and everything seems so fuzzy... I hate Form 5 life..!! I wanted to post on New Year's day but I was too lazy to type in things.. Bio folio is due in 2 days and I haven't finished it yet.. She wants to check our Bio workbook in Feb and I DID NOT even touch the book..! Well, maybe a few question lar, but.... but.... never mind.. Lucky there's no tuition this Saturday, I have all the time to do Chem tuition homework, school homework and relax a bit from prefect stuff and EVERYTHING..!!

Everything seem so fine but actually not.. I think I miss him, but now I hate him.. I like him more than anything but now, all those feeling is fading away.. I know he kinda don't like me, but I still like him anyway..

By next month, I am gonna be bizzy with school, tuition and homework..!! I hate homework.. School activities started last week, tomoro there's another one.. Lucky, I don't need to run the 100m 1.. I hate that running... Tomoro gonna lontar peluru and bla bla bla..!! En. M might be really disappointed cause Hermne didn't get to be the Ketua Rumah Sukan, Francis did.. En.M really wants to win this years sports cause it's the 50th Sports Anniversary.. What does that got to do with me, anyway..??

Haha. suddenly thought bout Leo falling flat on his butt.. His sister was actually laughing like shit and so was I.. hahahaha.. I miss Alex... Alex is not a guy, but Leo's sister, kay.. Yes, I know her name sound boyish but yeah..

Gonna be off, gonna do homework..
Oh yeah..! Wait, one last thing.. I received a present from my foster mum..!! It's her favourite CD.. I heard the songs in it and it was great.!! I want to send her something but I don't know what she likes.. Any suggestions, anyone..??

So, yeah.. I think that's all, so far.. If any more problems appear, I might be jumping off from somewhere.. We'll see..!!

HASTA LA VISTA....!!!!!

Birthday was boring.... as hell!!!!!

16 December was a boring day..!!!
Why..??
Because it's my birthday.. Weird ryte.? I said boring.. Cause I actually sticked my butt on the chair and see tv only and no one was at home that time and I couldn't do anything cause I got no car and I was too lazy to go out with my bike and too lazy to ask friends out. But even if I ask them to go out with me, they'll say no transport la, got tuition la and bla bla bla..!! So, better yet, stay at home enjoy myself at home and all..!! Not only that, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY PRESENTS..!!! MY bro suppose to belanja me movie and at the end he say he got no $$$..!! My parents gave me angpau which I don't wanna say how much and THIS IS EMBARRASING..!!! You might think that my life is not perfect or no one actually love me but well.. maybe.. I don't know.! For all you know, I have no birthday parties and when I do have one, I don't know who to call..!! I want to call him, but mum will sure ask him a lot of question and all.. He still likes me and he is still chasing me but I have not answer him for the past year.. Yep, he has been chasing me for a year and I didn't say anything and now he is like santa claus who appears everywhere to treat me and give me lots of presents..!! Yea, a few months ago he actually came to my hse, took me out, gave me a gift and (O.O), you might wanna know whats in it.. a phone that I really adore..!! He said that his dad bought it for me cause the mom and dad 'misses' me.. Weird ryte.?? I don't know why, but it feels like we have a certain contact and feeling, that when I go to his hse.. i feel like.. like.. a family that has everything and full of love..!! Hmmm... honestly a family that is not like mine.. His family is rich cause his dad own dunno what company and he himself has a credit card that he can use all he wants..!!!

For all you know, I am not pampered, not rich, I know I'm not pretty or beautiful, not whatever you are thinking of and I'm just an ordinary girl with dreams and goals and a crush..!! He might not like me but I do think that he is taken.. I guess.. We sometimes don't even talk to each other, we only sms or msn.. and if he is reading this, he will surely know who..!! I read his blog too and he nvr told me he has a blog..! He is sometimes full of jokes but we don't talk to each other..!! Even when we are there, I don't talk to him.. We only make stupid chat and sometimes don't talk at all..!!!

So... I think that's all I wanna say and hope everthing goes well, and owh..!!! HE didn't wish me for my birthday when he was actually online..!!! But HIM, obviously, he wished me..!!

Chaozzzzzzz..... <3

YEA!!! Tomorrow is my birthday and I'm not going anywhere. Wait..! Don't think I'm staying at home and no one remember's my birthday..! Nope, me and family already celebrated it earlier and thats because my birthday is on the weekdays mum, dad is not free on weekdays cause they are working and dad always comes home late.. So, yea..! Well, last Sunday, Kings was having a 40% discount promotion on all pastries and cakes and so mum took this advantage to buy me cakes.. Yep, 2 cakes.. It's a coffee cheese and Boston cheese cake.. Yea, mum and dad loves cheese cakes and so do I.. If not, I won't be even buying those cakes.. The coffee cheese cake is finished.. Now waiting on to eat the Boston cheese cake..! WooHoo!!! I'll put the pic of the cake next time..

Hmm.. I forgot what I wanted to do...!! Yikes...!! I'm getting old..!! I was actually planning to have a birthday bash, but I forgot to tell mum bout my plan.. Do you know when was my last birthday party.? When I was 11 years, i think.. Now, I'm 16 years of age and I'm not doing any party.. It's not that I don't want to, it's just.... haiz.. never mind..!! I don't really want to have a party anyway.. Lazy to be the head of all the games..

Well.. gotta go..!!

What's your problem..??

Just only did some facebook stuff and I saw something that I think it's kinda unrealistic.. Not gonna say what it is but, yea... I mean, it's ppl's life, not your's and what it is to bother YOUR life when they are celebrities and they want to do what they want..!! Getting a tat is not something evil or bad.. It's something that someone wants it either for fun or it means something to them..! You hate her also no point ryte.. So, what's the difference if you put up that stupid annoying group of yours..??!!

Moving on..
Holidays are just so boring to me..!! My routine is either getting up at 12 pm and watch tv without breakfast or lunch and watch tv until mum comes back and get ready for dinner.. My annoying brother is just so annoying..!! He is 19 already, going 20 next Feb and he is still playing PS2 like nobody's business and dad is really getting sick and tired of scolding him and when he stops playing the PS, he goes online whenever possible and do you know what he does..?? He goes to his manga comic crap and read it online and mum always catches him seeing those stupid annoying crap and he gets SCREWED!!!!

I'm bored with my routine.. Everytime I wanna get up at 9.30am, it turns out to be 12.. I put alarms on my phone but i tend to off it and go back to sleep.. Lazy pig, ryte..??
It's exactly 11pm, 11 Dec 09, and if you see almost all my other post, I only blog at night because my parents and my annoying bro will try to read my blog.. So, that's why I only blog at night..!!

Twittering is so much fun..!!

Just finished watching The Little Nyonya on Youtube and i was twittering and I went through Irene Ang's(artist) following list and guess what.. I saw Joanne Peh's too..!! I'm so excited and obviously, I followed..! I still want to find more and more but it's really hard though.. It ain't easy searching for fav artists twitter..!!

Nyways, I'm really bored cause of this holidays and I still have like tons of homework to do and I haven't even started on any of it yet, except Add Math & Math..! Take a look at that..! I still have Bio, Phy, Chem and some Bio folio..!! I don't know whether I can finish doing them or not cause it's already 6th December..!! Gonna go back hometown and even MORE difficulties b'cuz my grandma's hse does not have a computer..!! Need a notebook..!! I don't have one..!! I'll try asking Leo, maybe.. Since he has thousands at home..!!

Homework, here I come..!!

"Study smart but do not study hard cause your head is not that big..!!" =)

I thought going to genting for some ceramah, it was something else..

Me, Ir, P, M and B were chosen to go to Genting and we didn't know what we were going to do. And then it turned out that we were actually taken to the Outdoor Theme Park and Snow World.!! That was a whole lot of fun..!! When we reached the cable car section, wewere told to go to the basement open carpark to do some things.. Then we were walking back up when Ir，M & P saw these cute baby monkeeess, and P wanted to take pics of it and after she took them, she fell, cause of monkees..!! We were laughing like shit..!! -hahahaha-

Then we were taken for 'free' escalator ride going down and down then go up and up..!! Then we stopped at the kiddies arcade and waited for like 20 minutes, thinking that we were gonna play there and worst of all... We took ONE FRIGGIN' HOUR just to get to the buffet lunch..!! One hour, can you imagine we walked here and there and you know who led us, the guy from the jabatan pelajaran himself..!! What dungu heads are we to follow him up and down the escalator..!!

Well, other than that we had loads of FUN!!!! I want to thank my Physics teacher for coming into our class and choosing us before going to other classes..!! Pheww..!! We also made new friends with a few of the others from BB school and all..

Oh ya..! We also went to the Strawberry farm.. wait.. or is it park...?? whatever la.. We were actually able to pick our own strawberries and all but we didn't really have time.. In the end we had SO MUCH FUN and our teacher who followed us is gonna get married next month, i think.. Congrats..!!

Ir smsed Cik N at night saying how much she miss her and all.. and it's actually just on the same day..!! What la.. don't worry la.. She won't forget us kay..! In fact, she'll remember us, big kakak-kakak, kay.. Owh.. Me also saw her the next day in school cause Me had some koperasi stuff to do.. And Cik N is the one who told me that Ir been smsing her the whole night..!! =)

Here's a few pics..!


A pic of the scenery when we were in the cable car going up..!

Ohh, yes.. we're still in the cable car and we cannot even see the trees as it was so so misty..!!

Me, B and Cik N on the ferris wheel and i was simply taking pics for fun.! This is one of them..!

I took this pic when we were going back.. as in going down in the cable car..!

All of us had fun!! This is obviously an unforgettable experience with my buddies..!! LOVE YOU!!

You're not a backstabber..? Yea, ryte..!!

I never thought that school will be so so so so so super boring..!! Now in school, we're playing games and all and obviously no studies la, kan..? That's so annoying.. and boring..!! Problems with my buddies and so on..Just because of 2 miserable phones and they start blaming each other..! How ridiculous..!! Get a life la ppl..!! She don't know ryte.. You should not only say her but you should think bout yourself also..! You think she's the only one who backstab her friends is it..? YOU also..!! You think you didn't but think about it.. You're really sure you NEVER backstab friends before..? I'm proud to admit that I have backstab friends and not only once, but a few times.. So, don't tell me that you NEVER, kay...!!! Bullshit..!!

Woozy..!! I'm travelling.. no.. going round and round the world..!!

You will not actually believe what happened to me today..! It took me TWO hours to get to Mid Valley.. Unbelievable, ryte..?! You know why..? Cause my friend here, *ahem ahem* she wanted to take a U66 bus from Amcorp mall bus stop to Mid, but i told her that there don't have U66. So she said take T505 to Old Town and then take U66. When the bus came.. bla bla bla.. Kay, at Old Town, we were waiting at the bus station side, not the McD one, opposite. Then, when the bus came we took the bus and we went all the way to Old Klang Road, then Pasar Seni and last, Taman Medan. Then we were like WHAT..!! Then, the driver made a U-turn and stop for like 10 minutes and that time was like 2.30pm.. Then, we were cursing the bus driver like SHIT..!! Then after that he asked us to pay for the bus fare AGAIN..!!! WHAT..!! That's the 3rd time I'm paying...!! Whatever la.. terpaksa ryte.. Then we were on the way back to Pasar Seni and Old Klang Road..!! BULLSHIT MAN..!!! TWO freaking hours man..!! And we had a guyfriend waiting at Mid for us and he waited there from 1pm.. Imagine hat he waited for us for TWO hours..!! Tu la..! Wanna go Amcorp and wait..!! Don't worry la..! I'm not blaming you, kay..!! HONESTLY..!!

Oooohhh yea..! I saw the show Tsunami and it's a Korean show..! It was terribly funny and terrifying..!! After you've seen that show, you sure will be thankful to be staying in free earthquake and tsunami zone.. Although we can feel some quake and all but really... You'll be thankful that you are staying in M'sia..!!!

Another good news.. NO MORE EXAM..!! I'm free... for now.. hehe..!!

I'M OFF, TO CELEBRATE..!!!!!

ITZY really BIZZY.!!(ryte)

Weeee..!! There's like another two more days of exam and I'm so gonna be FREE..!!! No more studying but there's some more studies that has to be done then.. Add math paper was like shit, man..! First question itself also took like 15 minutes to do.. DAMN..!! I don't think I can get much marks but as long i pass wit a big 4 to the 0, I'm happy enough..! At least I passed ryte..!

Anyway, there's like Bio and Sej(both paper 1) tomoro, and obviously I'm gonna fail my sej cause I'm not even studying as I'm bizzy online using facebook and bla bla and this.. See not bizzy studying but bizzy online.. wat a student ryte..? Damn 'smart' la me..! (ps: actually I'm kinda stupid!)

Whatever it is, just hoping for the best in my exams so that I don't fail too much or maybe failing 3 is like more than enough..!! ALL THE BEST...!!!!!!!!

BLH BLAH..!!
I"M OFF, TO JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING..!! kidding...

Funny buzzy dizzy banana =)

It's almost been like, 2 weeks of torture.! There's like another 4 days of it.. But nyways after Friday, I'm so gonna go to Amcorp and buy all the cd's I want.!! Let's talk bout exams.. I hate Bio but after reading the whole Form4 chaps, I love Bio especially chap 8. Although there's a few confusing one's but it fun cause it's all bout ecosystem.. As for Chem.. It's LOVE it cause.. erm.. i don't know why.. but maybe cause of chemicals and stuff.. As for Physics, it's deep into the ground.. Not in my brain.. it's all bout formulas and they don't even give you any of it in the exams.! My school is like so so whatever and they are so stingy to give us formulas cause they want us to work our stupid brains of the hook..! Ishhh..!!!

Anyway, i still can't believe I can sleep so late just to study.. but sometimes I'll give up and play a movie on my computer instead.. haha.. that movie is just so funny.. =) There was this guy, A who is an 'alien' but not really alien la, then he had 4 other friends who brought him to Earth and when the 4 friends had to go for class and left A in the cafe, A saw a banana and wanted to eat it.. (psst, you know humans eat the banana after we peel it) but he didn't and just took and eat but he can't bite through and he was thinking what kinda food humans actually eat when the banana is actually not edible.. hahaha.. That's what he thought when he couldn't eat the banana..!

I'm off..!

Panda eyes

Sleeping late is so me.. but that is all exams work la.! I often stay up until like 2.30 am and go to sleep and wake up at 6.45 am.. weird ryte..? I have to be in school like at 7am and I'm getting up at 6.45.. hah.. That because i was so damn sleepy..! Nyways, sleeping late and waking up early made me had panda eyes... arghh!!! And me look like panda from China..! =(

Bad Wednesday..!

You know, after school I went to Mid wit two frens.. We saw this ghost show,WHERE GOT GHOST.. It was a chinese show and honestly, it wasn't scary, it was dam funny..!! We laughed like mad..!! Should really see that show ya noe.. It's a Jack Neo movie..

In the show, there was three parts..
1 is Ghost at the road, Ghost In The Jungle and Ghost At Home..
The funniest is Ghost At Home..
It's bout 3 sons and their mother who passed away a year ago and their mother is haunting them.. It was kinda scary but funny..!

I wanna watch Final Destination 4..! Hopefully we can get tickets on Tuesday and watch it..! I have a list of things that I wanna do..!! Play bowling, see FD4, eat raya food-rendang and the list goes on and on and on..!!!!!

Oh ya.. I'm going out of topic here.. After seeing the movie and all, we went to Tony Rama to drink hot chocolate.. It was kinda ok but we didn't buy it, someone belanja us, though... Then we wanted to go off but R kept on pestering S to buy something for here and that was like almost 5.. When G wanted to go, he said that it is raining outside and if we don't go back now, we'll get suck in the traffic.. Not only tha, we waited for the bus at 5and 1 only came at 6.20..! We got all wet and cold and went back to school...

Will continue this next time..!! See ya..!

My life is just getting shorter.....

Haiz...
What can I do...
Practically...
My life is just getting shorter and shorter...
Life is so boring..
I have Bio test tomoro and I haven't even studied yet..!
arrggghhh!!! WHY????????

Lamo bio test..
Hopefully I can pass this Bio test cuz I've been failing loads of test..
My maths is JUST the WORST...!!!
I dropped from an A to a C..!!!!!
Aaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mum's gonna kill me and cut me into pieces..
suck me into a blender and feed it to the dog next door...
They look very hungry to me though...
How can i tell my mum about this test... i failed a lot of subjects and
dropped grades like "my grandfathers business" la..!!!
Stupid a** SHIT!!!!!

I HATE EXAMS....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movies..... I wanna watch..!!! and actors too...

Movies... I miss going to the cinemas..
Last show I swa was 17 Again... It was fun..
Saw it wit I, M, Ed, Eu and G..
Many problems that time..
We were not suppose to call any guys but M wanted too show us her 'hubby'...
Hahahaha... weird if I put it that way..

Well... it wasn't part of the plan by seeing that show... Don't noe why we even see that show..
It was still all the way fun though..!! Zac Efrons cute wit his charming bluey eyes..!!

List of actors I like... No... no.. not gonna tell you... I will never noe who is stalking me..!!
One of it is my first in the list... WU CHUN...!! I LOVE YOU..!!!

Never heard of him... you are an idiot..!! Get me... IDIOT!!! Bluek!!
Hahaha.... hehehehe..!!!!

Chaoz 4 now... Really need to go..!!!
Love ya...!!!